Saturday, June 13, 2009
Bothered By Miscommunication
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The time is getting late and I'm bothered by so many things. I tried to comfort my mind but still there's no feeling ease. I felt of having no assurance of being secured this time. Secured in a sense of someone would understand me fully and will stay with you through. it just entered my mind that if one day I die, would someone grieve? Would someone miss me? Right now, I'm in the brink of being out of my mind.
The security I felt before is on the verge of vanishing. What happened hours ago was just a simple thing. I understood the situation but the people tend not to understand me as I discern them. I tried to explain but by some hindrance, I was not able to. Maybe if I did, they won't accept my explanation. So what's the use? And as I tried to think again and again, why should I received a message enclosing this word: "Bye." by the time I woke up? Then I have not received any since then. Well in fact, I'm the pathetic guy here because I've done nothing. And now it turned to be it's my fault now? Do I deserve this? Or maybe because I'm not their IDEAL GUY that's why the hell they should listen to me? Why are they not considerate? In this situation, only understanding and consideration are needed for solution. NOT PRIDE. Sorry but I can't meet both ends. If apology is needed, I'm willing to.
Indeed, I'm more than an invisible guy trying to touch people's heart. Hmmm, a lot of people were touched but did not see my worth. I guess this is my fate and still hoping that it's not. Well, it's better if I'll go back to my old self again: hate the world, let nobody could see me.
Now, the time runs slowly though it's getting late. My eyes are tired still I can't sleep. I am not physically and emotionally well. It used to make me sick of hearing: "The world is (damn) unfair!" I even tend not to care before until I noticed that the quote seems to be true. Living in this world is totally for survival, you need to work for it. Work to let people see your worth. Maybe I should do a bit harder and one day, at least someone will appreciate the invisible guy like me. That's the time I'll be turning into flesh.
The security I felt before is on the verge of vanishing. What happened hours ago was just a simple thing. I understood the situation but the people tend not to understand me as I discern them. I tried to explain but by some hindrance, I was not able to. Maybe if I did, they won't accept my explanation. So what's the use? And as I tried to think again and again, why should I received a message enclosing this word: "Bye." by the time I woke up? Then I have not received any since then. Well in fact, I'm the pathetic guy here because I've done nothing. And now it turned to be it's my fault now? Do I deserve this? Or maybe because I'm not their IDEAL GUY that's why the hell they should listen to me? Why are they not considerate? In this situation, only understanding and consideration are needed for solution. NOT PRIDE. Sorry but I can't meet both ends. If apology is needed, I'm willing to.
Indeed, I'm more than an invisible guy trying to touch people's heart. Hmmm, a lot of people were touched but did not see my worth. I guess this is my fate and still hoping that it's not. Well, it's better if I'll go back to my old self again: hate the world, let nobody could see me.
Now, the time runs slowly though it's getting late. My eyes are tired still I can't sleep. I am not physically and emotionally well. It used to make me sick of hearing: "The world is (damn) unfair!" I even tend not to care before until I noticed that the quote seems to be true. Living in this world is totally for survival, you need to work for it. Work to let people see your worth. Maybe I should do a bit harder and one day, at least someone will appreciate the invisible guy like me. That's the time I'll be turning into flesh.
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